ok stupid amelia closed her blog so for more updates pls go to chuwens blog here
for more updates pls go to amelias blog ! (:
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finals on fri. 110305. we lost like 15-38. buts its still alrite cos ms chng said we had nothing to lose so just play our best. i dint even expect to play cos she like changed combi ? thn 1st 2 quarters wre like lousy but after tht play improved thn last 2 quarters score was like 6-9 and 7-8. if we played like tht for all 4 quarters thn we wld not have lost tht badly. i think i played ok. not outstanding, but ok. at least i was trying, trying not to make the usual mistakes. i suppose you saw, and tried to understand. thanks for letting me play. i suppose it helped me to regain my confidence but i know that i still have a long way to go. i will continue. i wont give up.
had trng at kallang tday. and we wre filming the new channel u show ''say cheese'' and whn the bus came we wre like all looking out for fiona xie ! like evrybdy came to see her lor ! thn shes very pretty !
shes prettier in real life than on tv ! but she had like thickthick makeup lah ! thn i think she looks like MAE ! but chuwen doesnt think so ! anw we just did abit of ballwrk than played games !
aiyah i think im like deproving ? or shld i say i was nvr good ? its so difficult to perform in the measly 1 quarter tht you let us prove ourselves ? and whn other players are naturally born with talent ? instead of us normal people who are not born with talent but wrk hard to catch up with those ? is it fair ? forget it. life was nvr fair anw. somehow i feel mre accomplished tho. at least i knw tht i relied on my own effort instead of being born with it. I KNW IM GOOD ! BASED ON MY OWN EFFORTS TO IMPROVE !
shes prettier in real life than on tv ! but she had like thickthick makeup lah ! thn i think she looks like MAE ! but chuwen doesnt think so ! anw we just did abit of ballwrk than played games !
aiyah i think im like deproving ? or shld i say i was nvr good ? its so difficult to perform in the measly 1 quarter tht you let us prove ourselves ? and whn other players are naturally born with talent ? instead of us normal people who are not born with talent but wrk hard to catch up with those ? is it fair ? forget it. life was nvr fair anw. somehow i feel mre accomplished tho. at least i knw tht i relied on my own effort instead of being born with it. I KNW IM GOOD ! BASED ON MY OWN EFFORTS TO IMPROVE !
ahh ! im so happy ! rghtrghtrght chuwen ! me and chuwen saw a pretty umpire tday who umpired our game ! shes cool good fair pretty nice and tall ! not tht tall lah ! :)))) and and and shes so nice ! whn anna was trying to intercept the ball thn she cldnt she said nice try ! ooooo shes so nice ! -hyperventilates
chuwen was like taking a photo of her but thn can like see 1 white thing sticking out only pls ! hahah i think she suspects cos everytime she walks past thn me and chuwen will like just scream and die and faint ! thn amelia said she wasnt pretty pls ! she has no taste ! we wre hoping tht she wld be umpiring the nationals lah ! thn we can find out her name ! actl her name is sth mae we think but it might be the irritating umpires one tho ! ohyah ! she has nice dimples ! did i say tht just now ? nvm she has cool and nicenice dimples ! :)))))))
im scared. im scared of losing my place in the main. im scared of not playing like in sec 1. im scared of not doing well in anything. im scaredscaredscared. i dont understand wht i did wrong. only if the play is smooth you dont really care whether there are clashes. but whn the play is bad thn you notice the clashes, and somehow, im always the one causing it...
chuwen was like taking a photo of her but thn can like see 1 white thing sticking out only pls ! hahah i think she suspects cos everytime she walks past thn me and chuwen will like just scream and die and faint ! thn amelia said she wasnt pretty pls ! she has no taste ! we wre hoping tht she wld be umpiring the nationals lah ! thn we can find out her name ! actl her name is sth mae we think but it might be the irritating umpires one tho ! ohyah ! she has nice dimples ! did i say tht just now ? nvm she has cool and nicenice dimples ! :)))))))
im scared. im scared of losing my place in the main. im scared of not playing like in sec 1. im scared of not doing well in anything. im scaredscaredscared. i dont understand wht i did wrong. only if the play is smooth you dont really care whether there are clashes. but whn the play is bad thn you notice the clashes, and somehow, im always the one causing it...
ahh whee im so happy ! (((: i just took a photo with fairus ! shes cool ! and she was hugging me ! are you reading this amelia ! hahaha ! shes so friendly and nice ! actl i dint dare to take with her ! so i made a deal with samantha like if i ask leen to take photo with us thn she will ask fairus ! so we asked ! haha thn aftr we took the grp photo thn she was like ''come leen help me take photo" in malay lah ! thn the first few photos not nice so thn aftr leen took photo with her FANS thn she come take for us and she hugged me ! like this ! ahh shes so cool !
i think im in love !
i think im in love !
plyed agnst crescent ytd and the score was something to something ! ohman we plyed real real badly ! i think ms chng was like disappointed ? aiyah cos maybe we wre too complacent or sth ? thts bad man ! thn nxt mons match is agnst fairfield ? so we must buck up !
