; take me in

2005-04-29T18:54:00.000+08:00

ok stupid amelia closed her blog so for more updates pls go to chuwens blog here

2005-03-30T20:36:00.000+08:00

for more updates pls go to amelias blog ! (:
here

2005-03-13T23:16:00.000+08:00

finals on fri. 110305. we lost like 15-38. buts its still alrite cos ms chng said we had nothing to lose so just play our best. i dint even expect to play cos she like changed combi ? thn 1st 2 quarters wre like lousy but after tht play improved thn last 2 quarters score was like 6-9 and 7-8. if we played like tht for all 4 quarters thn we wld not have lost tht badly. i think i played ok. not outstanding, but ok. at least i was trying, trying not to make the usual mistakes. i suppose you saw, and tried to understand. thanks for letting me play. i suppose it helped me to regain my confidence but i know that i still have a long way to go. i will continue. i wont give up.

2005-03-07T19:53:00.000+08:00

had trng at kallang tday. and we wre filming the new channel u show ''say cheese'' and whn the bus came we wre like all looking out for fiona xie ! like evrybdy came to see her lor ! thn shes very pretty !
shes prettier in real life than on tv ! but she had like thickthick makeup lah ! thn i think she looks like MAE ! but chuwen doesnt think so ! anw we just did abit of ballwrk than played games !
aiyah i think im like deproving ? or shld i say i was nvr good ? its so difficult to perform in the measly 1 quarter tht you let us prove ourselves ? and whn other players are naturally born with talent ? instead of us normal people who are not born with talent but wrk hard to catch up with those ? is it fair ? forget it. life was nvr fair anw. somehow i feel mre accomplished tho. at least i knw tht i relied on my own effort instead of being born with it. I KNW IM GOOD ! BASED ON MY OWN EFFORTS TO IMPROVE !

2005-03-02T18:05:00.000+08:00

ahh ! im so happy ! rghtrghtrght chuwen ! me and chuwen saw a pretty umpire tday who umpired our game ! shes cool good fair pretty nice and tall ! not tht tall lah ! :)))) and and and shes so nice ! whn anna was trying to intercept the ball thn she cldnt she said nice try ! ooooo shes so nice ! -hyperventilates
chuwen was like taking a photo of her but thn can like see 1 white thing sticking out only pls ! hahah i think she suspects cos everytime she walks past thn me and chuwen will like just scream and die and faint ! thn amelia said she wasnt pretty pls ! she has no taste ! we wre hoping tht she wld be umpiring the nationals lah ! thn we can find out her name ! actl her name is sth mae we think but it might be the irritating umpires one tho ! ohyah ! she has nice dimples ! did i say tht just now ? nvm she has cool and nicenice dimples ! :)))))))

im scared. im scared of losing my place in the main. im scared of not playing like in sec 1. im scared of not doing well in anything. im scaredscaredscared. i dont understand wht i did wrong. only if the play is smooth you dont really care whether there are clashes. but whn the play is bad thn you notice the clashes, and somehow, im always the one causing it...

2005-02-26T21:47:00.000+08:00

ahh whee im so happy ! (((: i just took a photo with fairus ! shes cool ! and she was hugging me ! are you reading this amelia ! hahaha ! shes so friendly and nice ! actl i dint dare to take with her ! so i made a deal with samantha like if i ask leen to take photo with us thn she will ask fairus ! so we asked ! haha thn aftr we took the grp photo thn she was like ''come leen help me take photo" in malay lah ! thn the first few photos not nice so thn aftr leen took photo with her FANS thn she come take for us and she hugged me ! like this ! ahh shes so cool !
i think im in love !

2005-02-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

plyed agnst crescent ytd and the score was something to something ! ohman we plyed real real badly ! i think ms chng was like disappointed ? aiyah cos maybe we wre too complacent or sth ? thts bad man ! thn nxt mons match is agnst fairfield ? so we must buck up !

2005-02-13T01:19:00.000+08:00

ahhhh ! im in a pissy mood ! so this entrys gng ta be like angry ! i realised some pple arnd me suck like shit
1. my sis: she keeps saying tht she is btr with a bball thn go join bball lah ! who ask her come join netball ? she can make her own decision rght ! wahlao ! say wht its all ur fault now she netball and bball also not good !
2. all those who are pissifying: ahhh ! get away frm me ! im in a pissy mood nowadays ! maybe im pmsing but i dont think so i think im just pissed with some stuff thts like happening arnd me ! AND THE PEOPLE TOO !

2005-01-18T22:31:00.000+08:00

im still pissed abt wht happened ytd lor. i mean like pls she is so close to you so can you like show her a bit of concern or sth ?

LOOK AT YRSELF IN THE MIRROR !

2005-01-17T23:43:00.000+08:00

whee i changed my template ! but i think thres sth wrong with the bckgrd ! haha my commonwealth essays due like wed ! but whocares !

2005-01-17T22:39:00.000+08:00

how can you laugh and smile like nth has happened ?
how can you see her crying in the corner but not do anything ?
can you at least please pretend to be sad ?
but no, you had to laugh and smile so happily
she is yr "close friend"
but did you show her any concern ?

2004-12-28T22:46:00.000+08:00

for info abt the malaysia trip go ta gillians blog !

2004-11-18T15:12:00.000+08:00

ohwell ! due ta popular demand, im back agn ! hahaha alrite tts slow ! my lifes boring can ! crush and bestie they all at shanghai ! i ~~think~~knw they miss me !

2004-09-30T22:39:00.000+08:00

ok i got alot of things so say tday, firstly ! me and amelia are BRAVE SOULS ! u knw just now aftr com meeting ! thn we wre gg far east to study thn at the traffic light we saw an accident lor ! i shall add a pic of the accident scene !

so rght as usual me and amelia wre talking crap ! actually she was ! i was just smiling and nodding my head ok ! thn suddenly we heard this very loud bang ! so i turned arnd ! amelia's mouth was like O ok ! i was facing the busstop and she was facing chelsea gardens ! refer to the accident scene on top ! thn amelia told me tt she saw the guy fly ok ! thn he was bleeding PROFUSELY ! hahaha ! look at the pool or blood lah ? so i was like dragging amelia there and thn she asked me to call the ambulance ! hahahaha ! so i did lah ! thn i wanted to call police but thn we decided to call ambulance thn we forgot the number ok ! thn we also cross the road but we wre like scared tt we wld be knocked down ! thn i was like "he..hello a man has been injured outside... raffles...girls school.. " thn the guy so anti-climax "ok... an ambulance is coming now" thn i was like " hes bleeding terribly ! " hahaha ! i forgot profusely lah ? thn rght some construction site workers put towel under his head to make him feel comfortable ! i think like 3 ppl called ambulance lah ? so thn we saw tc walking thn we cross the road to tell her thn me legs wre shivering alrite ! amelia kept saying tt we wre so close to seeing death ? or sth lah ! so i was so scared ! i almost cried ok ! the man/boy is so poor thing ? lets pray for him...

dear God, please let the man who was knocked down just now be alrite.amen

me and amelia think its fate ! lucky got 2 of us lor ? i think if it was like only 1 of us sure dont dare to go one ? thn we wre like thinking of secretly informing the newspapers abt the good deed tt raffles girls did ! if we dint call the ambulance might have came ltr thn he might have lost too much blood and died alrite !

2004-09-26T06:39:00.000+08:00

what a girl told a guy.

if you see me walking the road with someone else, it's not because i like his company, it's because youre not brave enough to walk beside me.

if you hear me talking about him all the time, it's not because he pleases me, its because youre too deaf to hear my heartbeat.

if you feel me falling with someone new, its not because i love him, but because you're not there to catch me fall.

if you feel lost, i too am nowhere. i too dont know where the road is going.

are we gonna cross each other's path or just completely turn around? will we just let go of what we had or go to the place where love is bound? dont let me walk with him, it's you i want to walk with. dont let me talk of him, it's you i want to talk of. dont let me fall for him, it's you i want to fall in love with.

how did the guy reply?

when you thought i wasnt brave enough to walk beside you, i was behind you every step of the way, still filled with awe because of the beauty that stand before me.

when you thought i was too deaf to hear your heartbeat i didnt want to assume anything and i was afraid to lose our friendship.

when you thought i wasnt there to catch you, it was because you never gave me the chance. you never reached the bottom, you've already grabbed a branch.

if you feel like you are nowhere, i too am lost. i too dont know where the road is going.

are we just going to turn around or are we gonna cross each other's path? will we just let go of what we had or go to the place where love is bound?dont let me walk alone, i want to walk by your side. dont let me talk of something else, it's you i want to talk of. dont let me fall for someone else, it's you i want to fall in love with.

2004-09-26T06:25:00.000+08:00

hahaha yay ! im still awake at 630 am in the morn ! I WAS STUDYING UNTIL NOW LAH ? hahah yeah rght ! its not my fault alrite ! -pnts at mum at cries ! she dint wake me up ! so i slept until 530 ! thn i woke up and decided to study abit ! hahaha ! but i ~~only wrote 3 lines~~ am still studying now ! hahahahah ! so boring ! maybe i shld wake up like tt ! i feel so refreshed and and AWAKE ! ahahahha i was plying gunbound just now ! and i beat this funny guy who kept talking on and on in spanish ? ~~i dint understand !~~ I UNDERSTOOD OK ! im multilingual ! can speak 9 languages ! refer to previous posts to find out ! ahahahaha ! i evr blogged bfre lor ! alrite ! shall go back to studying until 830 thn i pretend to wake up and go for piano ! yay ! carmen are a hrdwrking girl !

2004-09-15T23:53:00.000+08:00

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway

[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

[Chorus]

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway
>breakaway

2004-09-10T23:12:00.000+08:00

jiehuis a loser !

2004-08-27T22:25:00.000+08:00

yay rg won cdiv bball ! woohoo ! i<3bballers ! hahaha ! i was cheering alrite ! -am enthu ! stupid may dint go ! anws ! i dont like may ! she cheats my feelings ! -pnts at may and cries ! she stole my tuna bun whn she had hotdog bun and bluffed me tt she had gastric ! ~~and i was dumb enough to fall for her trick !~~ I DONT LIKE MAY !

2004-08-26T23:06:00.000+08:00

I HATE SCH LAH ? its so dots lor ! anws ! shall blog frm sat and its gg to be long ! so must be mentally prepared !

saturday

ohwells ! speech day ! i got booked by some prefect ! so shit lor ! i keep getting booked ! hope will be cancelled lor ! i dont wna get DC lah ? thn aftr tt went fer jiang ! jh dint go ? cos of someone lor ! hahaha ! i understand alrite ! aint i nice ? -halo shines brightly on head

sunday

pesta sukan for clubs ! i saw someone ! hahaha ! was in a good mood lah ? so sad lor ! alrite ! contradicting ! hahahahah ! IT WAS THE LAST TIME OF U14 2004 ! ohwells ! nvm ! we took some nice pics ! but i dno whre to upload leh ! i think some ppl have a major attitude problem lor ! irritating asses !

monday

went to far east to eat lunch thn aftr tt found out tt trng was cancelled lah ! hahaha ! its alrite ! thn wanted to go home to do perf task ! thn rite ! i wanted to go kfc buy cheese fries ! thn i met valtan they all ! so i wenta sit with thm ! thn rite tammie is cute ! cos sabby spilt valtans tray thn her sprite spilt on her ! thn tammie was like "valtan ! lucky ur drink finish leh !" abit the all spill on her only lah ? thn i was wating for brenda at the bus stop ! she made me wait for so long ! i felt like a retard alrite ! sitting alone at the bus stop lor ! but nvm ! shes nice ! she brought my bag for me ! thn i kept 1 cheese fries for her ! i think im nice !

tuesday

ohwells ! nothing much happened lah ! got rs lor ! but we wre not doing anything lah ? ok lah ! i ~~wasnt doing anything !~~ was useful alrite ! i think we do mre whn jts not arnd thn whn shes arnd ! ohwells ! i think its cos we dont wna do badly !

wednesday

last lesson of dance lor ! so sad rite ! ohwells ! we watched this movie "centrestage" ! very nice ! i like the dances ! cheryls supposed to lend me the disc ! yay ! and it was the last lesson of music ! had a test but who cares lah ? no mre music ! but still got keyboard lor !

thursday

had maths test lah ! quite easy lor ! only 4 qns ! make me study so hard lor ! ohwells ! its over ! had trng too ! played games ! but i was so lethargic lor ! dint feel like running ! and celebtrated gnias birthday and ate some chocolate cake ! we ~~made a mess !~~ wre neat !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GNIA !

i wna watch bball tmr ! i need my activity ! and i want rg to win ! and i dont wna go assembly !

ahhh ! nowadays ive been pissed with someone ! i must learn to control ! and i noe some stuff i dont wna noe ! I HATE SCH !

2004-08-20T21:46:00.000+08:00

life's boring !

2004-08-17T18:20:00.000+08:00

nowadays very boring leh. aiyah. netballs boring too ! i dno lah ! sometimes rite ! i think ah ! its like why shld i go fer trng if im like not improving lor ! really leh ! maybe i shld join library ! anws ! i <3 susilo ! he beat the germany person ! hes so zai lah pls ! ohwells ! i think he'l get a medal ! yay ! gold lah ! spore all the other sports is like so erms ! dots lah !

2004-08-17T00:05:00.002+08:00

hahaha ! i changed some stuff ! but i dno whre to put some !

2004-08-17T00:05:00.001+08:00

hahaha ! i changed some stuff ! but i dno whre to put some !

2004-08-17T00:05:00.000+08:00

hahaha ! i changed some stuff ! but i dno whre to put some !

2004-08-14T23:37:00.000+08:00

hahahaha ! i think i rawk ! yay ! i changed the temp myself ! hahahahahah ! ~~its actually the previous temp but i changed it !~~ hahahahah ! nope ! i did a new temp ok ! ohwell ! shall blog abt tday ! got new com lor. quite nice and fast lah ! thn rite had speech day rehersal ! so boring somemre like missed the whole netball carn lah ! whn we went thre they like finished lor ! somemre linda lim still wanted us to go back ! ohwells ! i wanted to dye my hair black last night but cldnt find the time lor ! so i got booked by ~~stupid~~ michelle lee lor ! act is gohleekian ask her to book one lor ! and she wanted to book me for my belt actually lor ! irritating ass ! tmr got pesta sukan and the nxt 2 wks if we get in ! oooh ! btr go slp lah !

2004-08-03T20:00:00.000+08:00

i changed the bckgrnd colour ! -feels accomplished

2004-08-03T19:49:00.000+08:00

i dno how some ppl can blog everyday lor ! so busy pls ! i hate schl ! sigh ! but tmr is slack day ! i dont wna bring bag tmr lor ! only got bio pls ! hahahahahaha ! we wre tokin abt not bringing bag thn kaiqi was like "il feel INSECURE" hahah ! really ?

and
and
and...

tday i pranked ~~kaiqis~~ blandall ! hahaha ! im her les part ! he sounds gd looking lah ! hahaha ! he was like so scared ! kaiqi said i was fierce ! i wasnt alrite ! coz nats ytd pranked him and said she was kaiqis ex ! hahaha ! thn i asked him why he keep msging kaiqi thn he was like "why ask the same qn one ?" thn i was like "u keep msging her wad ! " hahah ! i think hes traumatised ! and thn aftr tt he msged kaiqi and told her tt i liked her alot coz i called him ! like so -.-" pls !

anws ! sigh ! got so many tests ! tchers ! read this !

got chi test !
and and and !

no mre lah ! hahahaha ! its not alot rite ! ok ! coz its a 1st person acc so thre might be exaggeration ! hahah ! i rawk pls !

anws ! i wanted to blog tday is to say

IL BE MRE TOLERANT TO PPLE TT IM PISSED WITH !

aint i nice !? and i decided to not be so ego ! hahah ! im humble ! alrite ! wna watch daddys girls !

-waves bimbo byebye

2004-07-30T22:41:00.000+08:00

oooh ! i<3201>ordered asked jeanting to bring it arnd everywhre with her ! and its abit big only lah ! abit only ! oooooo ! i think 201 really rockks ! thn aftr tt had amc ! it was BORING BORING AND BORING ! irritating ! thn i was so bored thn i sketched some pple and wrote a note to jt ! but i forgot to give her ! anws ! went her hse thn played badminton with her bro ! hes zai alrite ! really ! hes only 6 ok ! thn rite ! everybdy was staring ! -covers face and runs away ! ohwells ! thn was so hot thn i was like "erms u play with u fren ok !" so awkward ! hahaha ! and i lurve glorias fathers car ! is so big ! and got so many tvs ! i din miss my 530 show !
<3 God
<3 family
<3 201
<3 jiehui
<3 kaiqi yilin
<3 jeanting belle
<3 rest of the clique
<3 amelia !
<3 unchios

2004-07-28T21:53:00.000+08:00

went bball finals tday but something happened lor ! some ~~idert~~ person kicked jeantings knee ! and juz nice somemore is at the ligament lor ! thn belle say she went to see 1st doc thn he said tt she tore her ligament ! thn if its true thn she cannot play bball for the rest of the yr lor ! if its serious thn for the rest of the life cannot play ! thn belle said her knees might buckle if she runs or sth lor ! poor thing pls ! thn she gg to see doc tmr agn ! hope shes fine ok !

jeanting: ure still my secret lover ! ~~dont tell kaiqi alrite !~~ dont worry abt ur knee alrite ! il be thre fer u ! and il support the heavens if they fall on u and shelter u frm the rain ! hahah ! and il love u till the end of time ! kaiqi u din see no nothing !

how i wish got this thing rite thn can like block out some stuff in some coms ! hahaa ! il use ot on kaiqi ! she doesnt need to noe ~~tt i cheat on her~~ my every action !

2004-07-27T22:52:00.000+08:00

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

[Chorus x2]

[x2]
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

2004-07-27T22:40:00.000+08:00

my lovers ! no lah ! my list lah !

of coz god no 1 larhh !

1. yilin [ lover--she forced me ! ]
2. kaiqi [ real lover ]
3. valtan [ ~~secret lover~~ normal friend ]
4. jiehui [ recess partner ]
5. jeanting [ UGLYbu ! ]
6. belle [ ex partner ]
7. ***** [ my "crush"]
8.ex crushes
9.rest of the clique and ppl

2004-07-27T22:05:00.000+08:00

alrite ! due to popular demand i hafta blog ! i think jiehui ~~sucks~~ rocks lah ! JIEHUI IS BIG FAT short ! anws ! these few days very boring lah ! nth to blog abt lor ! but tday got sth to say ! but not right to say here ! is unright ! -is knowledgable ! anws ! these few days me + belle are integrated pros ! really lor ! we APPLY WAD WE LEARNT IN 1 SUBJ TO ANOTHER ! pro ! like hmms ! the maria hertogh riots !

the british is the heart of the prob ! and the dutch is the left ventricle because they are stronger and the malays are the right ventricle ! -applying knowledge !

anws ! i shall not try to ~~act~~ be pro anymore ! and may told me tt kellock and st nics got to finals and st margs too ! i hope the snr girls win lor ! thn we get to keep the challenge trophy ! lalala ! 2 yrs alr leh ! 1 mre yr only ! lalala ! i hope we win ! yay ! no trng on thurs ! thn can go watch ! ok ! tell may ! MAY ! READ THIS ! THIS THURS NO TRNG ! CAN GO SUPPORT !

2004-07-17T13:22:00.000+08:00

i juz realised tt this pic is SCANDALOUS ! the girl is so despo ! shes like grabbing the guy and wanting to kiss him ! and the guys face is also a bit constipated ! oh wells ! change pic another time ! muz blog now ! so long nvr blog alr !

ytd went to watch espressione ! we wre almost late lor ! we wre supposed to meet yl at 7 at the bus stop thn we left the hse at ~~7.10~~ on time ! sorry yl ! thn got jam somemore and the taxi driver din noe how to go ! so i was the smart one ! i read the map alrite ! thn we reached thre at like 7.33 ! but haven start ! im so detailed ! very very nice lor ! im crushing dancers ! but the guitar part was boring lahs ! and the rock band cannot make it lah ! only worse than spoil the song lor ! yilin was crying during qingtian ! nth to cry abt mahs ! thn i was like "jiehui ! yilin and candice crying ! " thn gloria and candice also heard and thn 4 of us stard at them ! thn we found out tt only yl was crying ! jt was like smiling lo ! ok lah ! i was wrong lo ! thn thre were these string things hanging down and i thought they wre gg to fly ! but they wrent lah ! i found out tt they we mikes ! ohwells ! i want thm to fly ! thn the ceiling got these whte whte stuff thn actually they looked like sails thn aftr tt i realised tt they looked like drawers ! tiffany was also thre and thn she told me some stuff ! and we pranked cheryl tgether ! cheryl sucks lahs ! she really belive tt we gg to sentosa lor ! thn she was like asking her mother whther she can go not lor ! sucker !

tday had netball clinic ! hahah ! anna was so pissed with one sec 1 ! thn at first quite sian ! coz so little ppl come lor ! 101 only got 3 ppl pls ! wad shit ?! thn gil they all went to watch visitor thn they din wna tell nats coz she wont go watch so they deicded to fake her tt they wre gg to watch some funny show ! but i think they told her larhh !

ohwells ! hafta do hmwrk now ! ltr got u14 trng ! i hafta miss jiang ! not like i wna go lah ! but i dont wna go tmr !

2004-07-12T22:41:00.000+08:00

i got the same temp as candice ! i din noe ! candice u copy me ! but she changed her pic so its alrite !

2004-07-12T22:31:00.000+08:00

i lurve kaiqi ! I LURVE KAIQI !

2004-07-12T22:25:00.000+08:00

i lurve cassie ! sorry i toook the music frm ur blog ! but i still lurve u lahs !

2004-07-12T22:06:00.000+08:00

alrites ! shall blg another day ! i feel acomplished ! hahaha !

2004-07-12T22:05:00.000+08:00

lalala ! new blog and new temp ! i lurve this temp !

2004-07-07T23:05:00.000+08:00

i lurve mummmy ! she got me new shoes ! yay ! ~~buts tts coz my old shoes spoilt !~~ i think my mummmy is nonsensical ! she said tt i go out too much tts why my shoes spoil ! wad crap pls ! i got new nike shoes ! yay ! wearing to sch tmr lor ! anws ! i think ~~i got a new crush~~ im straight ! i haven been crushing ~~girls~~ people for a longlong time ! and i think another tcher crushes me ! she keeps looking at me ! but nobdy wansta belif me ! i told thm tt she crushes me !

monday

did nothing lor ! juz wenta rebond hair and do hw ! i think the hairdressers think tt im a nerd or sth ! i juz kept doing and doing my work ! wad to do ?! I AM HARDWRKING MAHS ! but i think tt they thought tt i was a nerd !

tuesday

boring boring boring ! got rs and we crapped alot lor ! i got hearing aids ! theyre funkehh !

wednesday

i lurve my frens and family ! sorry i juz felt like saying tt ! i think im chio ! ~~am not ego~~ the tcher who crushes me waved at me ! not cheryl okays ! i think shes cool ! im trying ta change my blog temp ! i can do it ! i can do it !

2004-06-30T20:49:00.000+08:00

haven blogged fer a long long time ! i think sch sucks ! so much hw lor ! we like dont need to slp one rites ! anws ! i think im too crushable ! even tchrs like me ! tday rites ! i toked to ckf tday ! i think she crushes me !

ckf: jiaman wo yao gen ni jiang hua
me: ok
[translated to eng]
ckf: i like u very much
me: wth ?! orr ok lor
ckf: do u have anything to tell me ?
me: no
ckf: i wanted to tok to u abt the quality abt ur hw ! i realised tt u anyhow do ur hw ones
me: orr ok lor
ckf: ur handwriting very messy
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ckf: i really like u very much lor ! coz u very bubbly and stuff ! and the other tchrs like u too but they say u sometimes too blur !

dots lahs ! i think tchrs crush me ! lalala ! -struts arnd ! i think i rawk ! linnloh+ckf+cherylng crushes me ! ~~tts why they pick on me !~~ nopes ! u din see no nothin ! nowadays netball trng very sian ! is like sian sian and more sian ! lalala ! i wna tok and tok and tok !

2004-06-22T12:59:00.000+08:00

come notice me
and take my hand
so why are we
strangers when
our love is strong
why carry on without me?

and everytime I try to fly
i fall without my wings
i feel so small
i guess I need you baby
and everytime I see you in my dreams
i see your face, it's haunting me
i guess I need you baby

i make believe
that you are here
it's the only way
i see clear
what have I done
you seem to move on easy

and everytime I try to fly
i fall without my wings
i feel so small
i guess I need you baby
and everytime I see you in my dreams
i see your face, it's haunting me
i guess I need you baby

i may have made it rain
please forgive me
my weakness caused you pain
and this song is my sorry

ohhhh

at night I pray
that soon your face
will fade away

and everytime I try to fly
i fall without my wings
i feel so small
i guess I need you baby
and everytime I see you in my dreams
i see your face, it's haunting me
i guess I need you baby

after all...
after all...

2004-06-22T12:57:00.000+08:00

schs starting soon ! but i haven finished hw ! -puts halo on head ! left chi and sci ! but i dno wad to do fer chi ! shit ! -does not swear ! giraffe doesnt noe also okays ! im not the only one !

2004-06-17T20:29:00.000+08:00

lalala ! i think the links is screwed !

2004-06-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

carmen loves gnia !
whee i unbolded the whole thing LA.
whee i know you love me MORE now x)
iloveyougummydummysugarhoney !
zhen cannot see this ARH.

2004-06-15T12:11:00.000+08:00

okays i seriously need to blog. sigh ! am supposed to do hw now ! am still guai okays- ! okays ! so long no blog ! muz blog frm thurs alr !

thursday

shit ! forgot wad i did ! oh yah ! went fer trng ! not alot of peeps went lors ! aftr tt went escape ! and rites ! shes so extra ! fri gg escape thn still go with us ! EXTRA EXTRA ! hope she doesnt come her okays !

friday

stayed at home to do hw all day ! am guai- but still haven finish lah !

saturday

supposed to go rollerblading lor ! thn aftr tt went cycling ! maybe shld have gone rollerblading ! saw some pple doing sme dancing thing ! i can do it too okays ! flaunts arnd- thn went to xiang gang jie to eat ! alexandra one nicer lor !

sunday

shall not bore pple with boring details juz tt i wna say ! woke up at like 9:45:36 ! am not detailed- and went to bathe with abt 25 degrees celcius water ! thn we went for piano ! thn wnt to church ! aftr tt ! i think im juz too chio ! catwalks abt- I SAW JOANNE PEH AT ANCHORPOINT ! HAHA ! AM I FATED OR AM I FATED ?! thn rites ! i thought she left so i also leave lahs ! thn aftr tt ! al they all saw her ! thn they wanted to ask fer her auto ! but ! THEY DIN HAVE PEN ! SO LOSER RITES ! thn went to fly kite ! but can~~not~~ fly ! THRE WAS NO WIND OKAYS !

monday

okays ! this post is long ! went fer trng ! thn ate cup noodles with brenda ! thn taught nikhita and dharshini chinese ! and they taught us tamil ! po da karudei ! sth liddat lahs ! am pro-

tuesday

almost finished hw okays ! now only left chinese and sci lors ! am guai- but i was blogging and ~~trying~~ changing my temp ! and blog surfing ! kaiqis blog so take so long to open !

wednesday

i juz realised tt im super billingual ! i can speak english chinese singlish [xinlei says its a language okays !] german french jap malay tamil and 2 mre ! but i cant rmbr ! and amelia was having a convo in malay with me juz now ! and ~~all i knew~~ was kamu barbie bodo ! am cool-

german--fick ? dont ask fer meaning okays !
french--bonjour ! toi ? madamosielle ?
jap--kempeti ! kampateh ?
malay--kamu barbie bodo ! is i love u lahs !
tamil--po da karudeh ! i love u also !

am multilingual-

had carn juz now ! chaota now lahs ! and gnia is helping me with my blog ! is nice lahs ! wah ! so attitude okays ! face so black ! nvm ! shall cont to rant abt her to amelia ! i think amelia is like my punching bag ! i juz complain and complain to her ! am not mean- she does tt to me also okays ! im not the only one ! okays ! shall end this long long post !

2004-06-09T22:03:00.000+08:00

okays. long time no blog mans ! anws ! got lots of things to say ! but i forgot wad ! erms oh yahs ! lst fri went ice skating ! thn hadta leave early ! coz had u14 match ! thn we lost to sonique ! not our fault okays ! they are j2 peeps ! am not giving excuses- nxt match agnst saj1 ppl ! thn tday had class outing ! but rites ! so shuai lors ! went thre rites ! brought blades somemore ! am not extra okays ! glares at whoever who called me extra- and LITING IS A LOSER ! she thought it was 1 day camp ?! and brought like clothes and LOTS of food ! thn mum fetched me and sent me to tiong to take mrt ! and thn rites ! wait ! too fast ! rewind ! so belle and candice rented blades lah ! thn rites ! rain ! haha ! thn met yl and jh thn we wre plying cards at the whre ! oh yah ! rental shop ! thn went to macs ! some guy ask zhen for no and she ~~gave gillians no !~~ gave a number ! so funny ! and she gave me fries ! thn mum came and belle went out with me ! nice lah ! i nvr bully u rites ! (: thn wenta woodlands ! thn thre wre OLD MEN STARING AT ME ! SHOWS TT IM APPEALING ! CATWALK ARNDS- they so pervert ! keep looking at me and pointing ! so rude ! their mother nvr teach thm manners ahs ! and rites !SO PISSING ! okays ! LONG STORY ! GET A CUP OF WATER OR GO TOILET 1ST ! OKAYS ! CAN LISTEN STORY ALR ! u see ! thres this girl tt crushesed jt thn rites ! our clique will juz go arnd the canteen and shout jts name ! haha ! am not mean- thn she will like turn arnd ! thn we did quite a few times lah ! so thn i think she was hurt ! oh like SOBS ! so her friend ~~scolded~~praised us ! so we commented ! shes so mean lors ! nvm ! who cares ! im lazy to type ! its not tt long lahs ! i was NOT exaggerating[spelling?] ! so anws ! we thrashed sports sch ! 51-23 ! got this cntre with attitude ! i was angry so i bumped her with my ~~big~~ small ass ! thn she bumped me back ! haha ! thn we wre bumping each other ! am not a loser- wah ! long post !

2004-06-01T19:01:00.000+08:00

freak! i muz ask eugenia to help me with my blog! i dunno how to add links! stupid blogger why muz change the thing?!!?

2004-06-01T18:56:00.000+08:00

i dunno how to make the font smaller! how ahs! its so freaking big! am not loser okays-

2004-06-01T12:25:00.000+08:00

juz came bac frm bintan! was quite fun lah. but got sunburnt! freak! and i got a tatoo! hahah! but its temporary! i dunno how i gg to go to sch! who cares! and thn we missed the bus back! thn we stayed thre and auntie linda kept tatooing los! she got 3 can?!!? thn she got 1 in front thn the guy was like so scared los! mum also got do kkays! seh did scorpion and mei did spider coz we thought got no time so muz faster do.

2004-05-28T10:17:00.000+08:00

yay! gg to bintan ltr! until mon nite! but i wna go ice skting! wadever gloria! im not jealous kkays! not jealous! stupid gloria and her frens are ice skting now! who cares! il juz go another day with alina they all los! anws! freak. im blgging abt her agn. ok. last one. she very wad los! but cannot say wad she did! too obvious lors! anws ! who cres laaaas! anws she also noe alr mahs! im so mean los!

2004-05-26T16:53:00.000+08:00

ahh! got back the progress rprt tday. scrwed up evrythng lahs! all also below av and mum was like nagging and nagging and naggin los! she so smart come and study fer me lahs! anws! wahliaus! shes so pissing lor! mind ur own business pls! i bet u scored damn high lah! juz dont wanna say rite! wanna noe everybdys marks and thn dont wanna say ur own one! so wad los! go away lah! finally mans! last day of sch! haha! drng art was like sooo high! rites! winks- pasted on 2 eyes and mouth and looked stupid lah! haha! so funny! thn started collecting! haah! its in my pencilbox! gg to try to upload pic!

2004-05-25T13:15:00.001+08:00

yay! finally! but sth is still screwed lah! but who cares! at least i got sth done! okays! update! nowadays i feel kinda pissed with someone lah! but i think everybdy noes lor! covers face and runs away-

dunno why im so pissed lor. thn somemore i cannot think of some SPECIFIC reason tt im pissed with her. thres sth wrong with me! my HORMORNES! haha! i juz feel irritated with the way she acts. the way she toks. the way she puts everbdy down. she got no respect for other ppl they also got their pride rite? dont hafta anyhw call ppl stupid lah! waliaus! wadevr lor!

I WANNA BE UNIQUE!
I WANNA BE AN INDIVIDUAL! I HATE COPYCATS!

ahh! muz u do everything tt i do? haah?!

2004-05-24T21:00:00.000+08:00

yeah! did it! woohoo! aiyah got no pic but who cares lah! ltr thn add! after i learnt how to add lah!

things cldnt be any worse than it is now

2004-05-24T20:05:00.000+08:00

ahh! im screwing up everything! but i wanna do my new blog myself!